I did it again!!!!

I'm upset with myself... I did it again. I upset the person I care most about in the world. But the only thing I did was be honest and express how I feel. It's a lose/lose situation. If I just kept my mouth shut I could have suffered in silence and it would all just pass. I couldn't do that though. And now it's not just me hurting... She's either mad with me or hurt too. I'm not quite sure but I know it's not right. I can't stand it!!! I wish I knew how to make it better. *sighs* I'm gonna go to bed and scream into my pillow now....

Confessions of a chronic thinker

At it yet again. *nods* And as much as I know that it doesn't help, I can't help it. I don't want to get too in depth because really it's none of your business. *smirks* That kinda sounds funny to say on a public blog, but it's my blog and yes, I could just not say anything, but again... my blog and I'll do what I want.

I haven't been up to too much. My vacation has been wonderful. I've been doing lots of this and that, spending time with people important to me and just generally chilling out.

Anyway... perhaps I should get back to my original idea. Then again... maybe not. I dunno. *sighs* To heck with it! I don't feel like putting it out there.

I'm gonna go watch basketball. I'm out like George Michael.


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It's a few hours later... and I'm a freaking idiot!!!! I just put it out there and I feel like a moron about it. I have no right saying what I said, but at the same time... it's how I feel. I hope I didn't irrevocably hurt our relationship. How does one resolve this sort of thing? When two partners love and respect one another but have different wishes, what are they to do? My head hurts... I'm going to bed and praying that it doesn't explode.

Not for the kiddies!!!!

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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2 Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
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3 Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
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4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
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5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
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6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
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7 . Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
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8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.
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9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
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10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

Addendum to previous rules....

4) When paying your cashier do not place the money on the counter or toss it towards the cashier. It is terribly rude. You would be quite offended if the cashier gave you your change in this manner, so please show a modicum of courtesy.

Thank you, that is all for now.

[This has been a public service announcement from the CEO of Scoundrel Enterprises Inc.]

Three Basic Rules

It's getting close to the holiday shopping season and as a service to you I'd like to inform you of three simple rules to remember that will help insure that you will not upset a sales associate in your holiday shopping. By not upsetting the sales associates you will be more apt to get quality service and less likely to be "accidentlly" hit with falling merchandise. So here they are in no particular order.

1) Do not hail an associate as you would a taxi cab. Do not gesture, clap, whistle or shout across the store for service. Associates are people with jobs to do... NOT dogs at your beck and call.

2) When you want something... ASK! Associates are not mind readers and they are trying to be sensitive to allow you your shopping space. Associates do not want to be ultra-intrusive and pushy salespeople.

3) Do not immediately ask the first associate you see for everything you want and/or need. Associates will be more than glad to help you in your quest but will not shop FOR you. If you take a minute to look, think and are even slightly self-sufficient, chances are that you will be right on track. Believe it or not, associates do have other responsibilies than to take you by the hand and locate every item on your shopping list.

Now if you will just remember these three basic rules the next time you walk into a retail establishment you will have much friendlier service from the sales associates and a better shopping experience for all involved. Thank you and good day!

[This has been a public service announcement from the CEO of Scoundrel Enterprises Inc.]

Happy birthday, Baby!!!

Yesterday was my Jillian's birthday. I really hope she had a great one. I know that I had a wonderful time with her. She got a ton of presents and phone calls wishing her a great birthday. I took her out to Olive Garden for supper and we had a nice quiet evening. Nothing better to my mind.

I don't really have much else to say... It seems I never do any more. I guess chronicling my day to day life was too boring for even me. I've had this blog for over two years and I have no intentions of quitting... it's just that it seems my posts are getting more and more sparse with less and less content. *smirks* I think Jill's blogging personality is wearing off on me. ;-p (I'm kidding, honey!)

Anyway... I'm gonna get my butt outta here. Lata!

Evenescence - Call Me When You're Sober

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Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

I've been a bad bad boy!

Yes... I've been a VERY bad boy. I haven't blogged in FOREVER! *hangs head in shame* In my defense, I haven't had anything really to report. I've just been living what is known as my life. *smirks* Nothing terribly exciting but I gotta say that at least that means that nothing really bad has happened. I haven't had anything super good to report but I'll take it over having something terrible to post about. I still really don't have anything to write... I'm posting mostly out of sheer boredom.

*tries to think of something to write*

Ummm....

Yeah, I've got nothing. I could complain about my job... but you don't wanna hear that. I could talk about the day to day happenings with my life... but I'm not conceited enough to think you care. So I think I'll just let it at that and move on.