Confessions of a chronic thinker

At it yet again. *nods* And as much as I know that it doesn't help, I can't help it. I don't want to get too in depth because really it's none of your business. *smirks* That kinda sounds funny to say on a public blog, but it's my blog and yes, I could just not say anything, but again... my blog and I'll do what I want.

I haven't been up to too much. My vacation has been wonderful. I've been doing lots of this and that, spending time with people important to me and just generally chilling out.

Anyway... perhaps I should get back to my original idea. Then again... maybe not. I dunno. *sighs* To heck with it! I don't feel like putting it out there.

I'm gonna go watch basketball. I'm out like George Michael.


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It's a few hours later... and I'm a freaking idiot!!!! I just put it out there and I feel like a moron about it. I have no right saying what I said, but at the same time... it's how I feel. I hope I didn't irrevocably hurt our relationship. How does one resolve this sort of thing? When two partners love and respect one another but have different wishes, what are they to do? My head hurts... I'm going to bed and praying that it doesn't explode.