Stuck in a Moment

So today Jill came down for lunch... I got up early and put steak in the oven. I did up the dishes and got around. I made roasted potatoes, carmelized lima beans, and iced tea to go with dinner... Jill came down about one and she, Monica and I had a nice lunch. Monica left for work and Jill and I talked. I told her about why I was depressed last night. How I felt and why. I told her about Mom and Monica and how I sometimes feel that with her busy schedule, time with me is an afterthought and not a priority. I know she loves me and she again drove that point home... I have no real reason for feeling that way other than being selfish I suppose. Anyway... I have all those other things to do that I mentioned last night. I haven't really done much to get that stuff done... I hafta get started.

Garth Brooks: You Move Me

This is how it seems to me
Life is only therapy
Real expensive
And no guarantee

So I lie here on the couch
With my heart hanging out
Frozen solid with fear
Like a rock in the ground

But you move me
You give me courage I didn't
know I had
You move me on
I can't go with you
And stay where I am
So you move me on

This is how love was to me
I could look and not see
Going through the emotions
Not knowin' what they mean

And it scared me so much
That I just wouldn't budge
I might have stayed there forever
If not for your touch

Oh but you move me
Out of myself and into the fire
You move me
Now I'm burning with love
And with hope and desire
How you move me

You go whistling in the dark
Making light of it
Making light of it
And I follow with my heart
Laughing all the way

Oh 'cause you move me
You get me dancing and you
make me sing
You move me
Now I'm taking delight
In every little thing
How you move me