Searching for signifigance

Ok... so today. Work called me while I was still sorta sleeping to tell me that they wanted me to work a later shift. *chuckles* Ironic isn't it?

I just felt kinda "blah" today... dunno why. Then when I called Jill while I was on my lunch it just really hit me. I felt insignificant... Like nothing I do matters... Like I don't matter. I get moods like that sometimes and I hate it. This one really bothered me though because I know I upset Jill. I guess I just let too much get to me. Little things piled up and me being me, I let them blow up into a bad mood. I left a "blah" day color my thinking and it kicked my butt. Jill asked me what my issue was while I was on the phone with her... I didn't tell her. I didn't really know what the real problem was... I just knew what I was thinking about and I didn't want to tell her... I didn't want to upset her. Still don't so when you read this, honey... don't worry about it. It's just me listening to BS again and I know it's wrong... You've told me as much previously.

I'm off tomorrow. Good things! I have some work to do on my comp, gonna catch up on some bills and Jill is coming down for lunch.

Yeah... I just don't have the ambition to write anything anymore... so I'm gone.

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