On the way up?

I talked to Jillian tonight... I love that girl so much. It wasn't the way I wanted to talk to her, I would have preferred face to face instead of on the phone. I just had to ask her if she understood what hurt me the most about all of this. How, yes, the smoking was bad, but the deception and hiding things hurt more than anything. She has promised not to smoke anymore and to never hide things from me again. I truly hope we can put all this behind us and move on. Valentine's Day is coming up and I want her and I get back to where we were. Love, commitment and most of all, trust.