A moment of ponderance....

I got to thinking today... a scary proposition, I know. I was thinking about Jill and I and whether I come off as being too needy or clingy or anything. It's just that I don't ever want her to have to guess about how I feel about her. I want her to always know what I think and how I feel. I grew up in a house with fighting parents who divorced when I was still very young. The adult couples I grew up around, I rarely heard them tell each other that they loved the other... It was rare they would even show affection. I don't want that. I want the people I love in my life to know it and I want to express it to them in every possible way every single day. My Father passed away and though I'm sure he knew I loved him... I feel guilty that I didn't tell him more, or show him. Take this as an opportunity, an invitation or a plea, to tell those you care about how you feel. I never want anyone to not know what they mean to me. I love all of you, my friends.