A long day off

Today was my day off (as you may have guessed by the title) and I had a lot to do. I woke up and after a while finally got myself motivated to get around. I went up to Pap's and Sylv and I dug out some siding and things from the garage. Afterward I went to pay my car payment but the bank was closed. Then I went to Jill's. I came home around five this evening and got around to go to revival with Dawn.

That's the events of the day....

What's on my mind though is what happened in that short time I was home to get around for church. Mom started yet again on me about Jill and I. It's the same conversation/argument every time. It's so monotonous... tears me apart. Why can't she allow me to be who I am? Maybe I'm not who she thinks I am, wants me to be, or who I once was. I'm changing, evolving, learning, and experiencing new things every day. My relationship with Jill is just that... MY RELATIONSHIP WITH JILL... whatever mom thinks of it, it's not her affair. You've heard this all before... I'm sick of typing it, sick of talking about... sick of living it. *sighs*


I'm gone...