Just to let ya know....

Yeah... I'm a sap. Jill was gonna leave last night. Her family was going Christmas shopping today and I had to work 7-4. She felt miserable and she fell asleep watching a movie with me. She had told me to wake her up when it was over... I did, but I didn't let her leave. I couldn't. When my alarm went off this morning she left before I got around for work. I worked all day, she did her shopping and I talked to her twice... Now what am I doing? Laying here with the pillow she used last night. It still smells of her shampoo and her bodywash. I just saw her this morning, talked to her twice and yet I miss her terribly...