I'm selfish: part deux

Here it is... a little after three in the morning. I'm sitting here thinking about how much I wish Jill had called off tonight and how I can barely wait to see her tomorrow/today. My poor Jillian didn't get much sleep before she went to work tonight, hence her thinking about calling off. She worked last night, didn't get right to bed, got up and fought a fire, caught a short nap, went to bingo and then off to work. We're supposed to be getting together tomorrow/today and as much as I want to, I feel selfish because she needs to get some sleep. It's Wednesday... she has training in the evening and of course she works. Not to mention that it's supposed to be nasty weather in the evening. *makes a face* When I talked to her earlier I had mentioned this line of thinking and she told me that we were getting together. I dunno, I feel like I'm making her spread herself too thin and I don't want to do that to her. *sighs* I miss my baby but... yeah anyway.

I'm going to bed now... curl up with my pillow.