Never Around

The comment was made to me the other day that I'm never around anymore... I suppose that is true. I'm not online as much as I used to be... Heck, I'm not even where I used to be as much anymore. It was said to me that I "have a life now". *shrugs* I guess I've just been learning to live my life a little more... appreciate it and capture the moments in it.

I know my last post wasn't the most positive and uplifting one in a while... *chuckles* I was just feeling extremely frustrated. I'm almost positive that things will go on grinding until the circumstances change because I doubt that either Mom or myself will compromise enough to please the other. We did have a long talk about our relationship... and afterwards I felt like crap because I knew I hurt Mom's feelings. She thinks I blame her for everything and I don't... I know I deserve my share of the blame. I just told her how I saw things and she ran with it.

What have I been up to as late? I mean since I'm "never around" anymore... *chuckles* I've been working, sleeping and spending as much time as possible with Jill. A few other things have been thrown in there, like watching my nephew at the garden tractor pulls, lightsaber fighting with Christian, and this and that.

I could write about a million other things in here... Like what's goin on with my friends or how I feel about certain things... But I'm tired of writing.

I'm gone like every good thing that ain't never coming back!