Random Ramblings

What is it about me and the way I am that brings out such strong feelings in people? Both positive and negative feelings... It just seems that people can't just let me be. Home, work, friends, coworkers... they all have strong opinions about me and about how I live my life.

Work today was boring. I'm sooo sick of that place. I need to get myself a better job. One that I enjoy. I wanna take pics, write and play DoD for a living!!! ROTFL!

I ended up mowing our yard tonight. Getting our grass cut has been an adventure all summer so far. The mower just keep breaking. Uncle Randy keeps fixing it and then something else goes wrong. I don't mind, I hate mowing, but it really seems to upset Mom. She's been terribly negative as of late.

Speaking of Mom... She started on me again tonight. I spend too much time on my comp, I do nothing around the house, and I'm not the nice boy she raised. *shrugs* Why can't she just let me be? I'm 23 years old for heaven's sake! I have a mind and will of my own. I might not be the perfect person she thinks I ought to be... I know this. I also know that she's not perfect either and I don't harp on her about her flaws. Why can't I get the same kind of treatment?

I played DoD tonight. I escape more and more into that world. It gets my mind off of things and I just relax. *chuckles* Unless I'm playing poorly and then I get my mind off of stuff and get upset... ROTFL! I did very well tonight on the last couple of maps. I actually have gotten to the point where people are talking smack against me. *grins* I like that! People feeling like I'm owning them in that game gives the old scoundrel an ego boost.

Speaking of DoD... Seth was playing the other night. The guys on the server kept trying to kick him off because he was kicking their butts. He later just left. No goodbye or nothing... I wonder what happened??? I was gonna call him tonight but I didn't. He was out with his woman.

Oh and I'm going out tomorrow night with a friend of mine. We're gonna get some dinner and probably catch a movie. It'll be good to get out. I'm excited!

I'm outtie for now... Gotta get some sleep...LOL!