What news is good news?

I don't have much happening in the way of interesting things to talk about. I spent my day playing a little of my game, babysitting the freaking dog, helped Phil set up his new fishtank and I replaced the blades on our mower. I went to town for some food afterwards... I shoulda known better than to go to McDonald's because she was working. It's such an odd combinations of things that go through my heart and mind when I see her now. She's such a sweet little thing, downright adorable but then I remember that she said she just wanted to be friends... I have never been given a reason. Whether it's that she's too busy for a boyfriend, that I'm too much of a dork, that she doesn't want anything serious or that I'm just a total loser, I'll never know. I'm tired... tired of it all... Where is my Camelot?