What's the outcome?

I was darn near bouncing off the walls because I'm sooo restless. I wanna be DOING something! But... I live in the middle of nowhere with no sort of night life available unless I wanna hang with the truckers all night at the truck stop. I'm also very apathetic about my job. I mean, I just don't care anymore! Why should I? The management from Bentonville on down just doesn't get it, so why should I bust my butt for them? Combine these two and you have my night... So what's the outcome? Me sitting here trying to find something enjoyable to do. I dunno... I guess I'll go shoot people, that's always fun.