Randomly Lost

I dunno why but all night tonight I've felt like no matter where I am, it's not where I'm supposed to be, where I'm MEANT to be. I haven't felt like that in a while. I thought since I did all that soul searching after Dad passed away I'd finally gotten a handle on life. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I'll never completely come to grips with everything. It's like I have to face the same fight every day just to function like a normal human being. I don't wanna sound like I'm whining. That's not who I want to be. I want to be the confident, self-assured guy that knows who he is, where he's going and how to get there.

Anyway... big news! I came home from work tonight to learn that Seth has gotten engaged. Congratulations go out to my main man and his little woman. I swear that I'll try to be good!

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